2 down, 3 more to go.
well the day goes like this....

i woke up feeling weird weird, very fluttery, i think i can use that to discuss how i felt deep down inside. i should have guessed things are bound to go wrong. 不好的预感，女人的第六感通常都蛮准的，但对于这一点我一点也不高兴。

i woke up, and my dad drove me and my bro to school. our first stop - nus, science canteen for breakfast yong tou fu which my dad loved. second stop - pgp for my first paper of this semester. but wait. the car can't start! and i'm pretty late liao given my standard and habit of always arriving about half an hour earlier to settle down and relax. the car can't start!! at all!! i panicked, but didn't scream though. first thing i did was " 爸， 我去搭车。”and i quickly got off and went running off towards the bus. i'm really sorry that i didn't even stay to offer to help or what... but anyway, the first thing i see as i walk towards the stop is a bus going off towards pgp. my bus.....

i got to the place. went toilet, went into the examination hall, and sat down. started the paper. first question -stunned! what the freak. where got such question? i totally totally ultimately stunned. but well i carried on. and the rest still ok la. but well there are like synthesis that i blanked out. haha, whats collman's reagent? whats wacker process. stunned, blank blank blank. haha. well, what happened to my best paper? gone gone gone. my goneness only came to me after the whole paper is done and i was walking out of the hall. i managed to keep my nerve somehow while doing the paper. at least i ensured myself a pass. just can't get my expected grade. sigh.

3rd place, science faculty to eat with caiyun and craig then study for my next paper. this time i realised i left my bottle of newly bought mineral water back at pgp. oh, and this is because i forgot to bring out my barley water from home today. i prepared it last night just for today. haha. well..... &^(*^%#^%$(*()*&%...

4th place study area, where i attempted to read through my notes. i totally didn't touch this set of notes yesterday. and concentrated on the first paper the whole day... but see what happens. so i have to pick topic. and i did.

5th place, lt 11 for my second paper. went there saw some friends. read through last minute complained a little more about the previous paper and haha, into the lt i go. the tables are so so cool. such a nice invention. they fixed this wooden thing on the original small tiny lecture table. now the table is so big and stable and cool! hee. sat down, opened paper. ok la. this time question 1-10, mcq, no stunner. stunner came when i saw the essay question. the topic i picked on, the gender issues in chinese history did come out. but its based on the readings that i've totally not read at all. so *()*$#)&(, can't do that question. as for the other 2 questions to choose from, one of which is totally totally out of my range cause i totally gave up on it, the other question was based on a topic which i just revised slightly within the few 5 mins before i came in. the 3 pages of essay i wrote for it (thank goodness she limited to only 3 pages) was largely based on this vague memory i have while i was writing my notes earlier this week. the last essay question, compulsory question didn't prove much better cause i actually anticipated that they'll be asking with reference to a specific philosopher. but it came out as "moral cultivation and government" haha. what ()*)#@(&#, but lucky my heachache didn't kill me enough for me to lose my crapping power to link whatever i prepared previously back into this question.
oh did i mention that as i was starting to write my first essay question, the liquid paper refused to give me any ink. oh well, come to think about it, it saved me the time to use it and wait for it to dry. and i was telling myself all the while to write after i think . well. so thats it. i was able to think before i write. hee. good good.

i seriously hope that all my previous luck have gone over to all my loved ones. at least i know where they are and they are placed into good use, to bring my loved ones luck. thats what i hope sincerely.

ok. all bad things said. i've to go and bathe and wash away today's stuff along with it. more to come.

good luck good luck to all out there in your future papers. really really good luck!!